Hi, long to no see

Hi sorry for very long never post anything in this blog.
Recently I lost Idea what I gonna post and lately I really have little time online.
It’s already 6 month that I start my second job and hope it’s still can continue till second years.
Also, This month I recently visit to doctor, last 3 week I visit and get result I get typhoid in low level (that still can be cured).
Also maybe in this week maybe Monday, I want to check again to doctor to check that in my throat is really okay.
Honestly, I feel something strange in my throat, It’s feel like something in it. and make me uneasy to swallow saliva.
And also want to visit dentist to check my teeth.
last 2 days ago, I read about mouth cancer, and it’s really make me more aware about my mouth and teeth. That in 23th years ago I never aware about it. And hope it still can be cured. (pray).

And I hope you too, more care about your body condition, being healthy is not easy but needd (and this word it for me too, because to careless type).
And if you want to see my desktop wallpaper you can visit junshibuya.deviantart.com that now i used for upload my design.

Okay see you again in other post. Bye (wave)

Hi long time not see

1st Happy New year 2012
2nd Sorry for not post in long period *bow*
3rd sorry for not update
4th Now not really touch internet so much like before
5th have no idea what gonna post (really)
6th my activity now in saturday & sunday : rest, cleaning room, washing laundry, and diet *shy*
7th not done yet or not touch yet my translate project *sorry2*

Oh yeah mybe you interest in mystery theme radio, now i getting interst listen MFR radio
you can download in http://radibrary.tistory.com
now already 5 episode
[2011.11.11] MFR-Mystery Frontier Reporters!! #01
[2011.11.25] MFR-Mystery Frontier Reporters!! #02 -前編-
[2011.12.02] MFR-Mystery Frontier Reporters!! #02 -後編-
[2011.12.09] MFR-Mystery Frontier Reporters!! #03 -前編-
[2011.12.16] MFR-Mystery Frontier Reporters!! #03 -後編-
[2011.12.22] MFR-Mystery Frontier Reporters!! #04 -前編-
[2011.12.30] MFR-Mystery Frontier Reporters!! #04 -後編-
[2012.01.06] MFR-Mystery Frontier Reporters!! #05 -前編-

Happy Vesak Day 2555

Today Is Vesak Day all around the world.
It’s for celebrate or can say to remind what Sang Buddha shared his Dharma to the world. (cmmiw)
Wish with this Vesak Day, more people (including my-self) will
1. train her/him self to stop and avoid for killing living thing.
2. train her/him self to stop and avoid for take items that not giving to her/him.
3. train her/him self to stop and avoid for immoral actions.
4. train her/him self to stop and avoid for said something that not right (like: lying).
5. train her/him self to stop and avoid for any substance that can weaken the consciousness.
That five point base on Buddhist Pancasila (I take a look in my Guiding Religious Ceremony Buddha ).

Sabbe Satta Bhavantu Sukkittatha
Sadhu, Sadhu, Sadhu.

I’m back!!!!

So long (really), how are you?

Already 1 moth 1 week I start working, and I still not good yet in adaption with working situation. My boss look like not happy with my broking result (including my own-self feel something not right about my working). make many mass, error and miss (dunno why ==a, I do the best, but my body can sync yet with my feel, and the result is bad really bad). I got 3 month for testing before becoming permanent. But, I not sure It’s can continue or not.

btw, I think I miss up when I working is :
1. Kanon new album -> A new story.
I hunt in internet today, but only found the ads link, not shared link (where the uplaoder? 😦 need you to share this one), and make my step to buying original (I not really interest to buy original item, not because the high price, but I don’t have a place to put it ==’)
2. gackt new single (not have the title yet), and gackt will tour to Europe (lucky to you guys, that you lives in Europe)

And what really into me now…
1. Steins;gate, really interest in this story, I download the drama cd, game (not install yet), manga, and anime.
2. leveling up my skill, i want to level up my skill with join course, but that still no information yet about when the course will begin T_T.
3. doing my job more correctly (feel what i do going not right, i really stress me)
4. watching oprah video that i download in net (not have satellite tv yet)

What piss me off now
1. my leak of knowledge about administration job
2. how small i see about the people thinking and action (i never think that in working place, people only think about them self 😦 be friendly please)
3. the member of my living place (read: dorm), the person really make me want to hit her. only said bad thing and never commit her mistake and action. only can said other people “bad thing” that she made it and said it to new person, to made me like bad people. (I never talk to her already 3years, and yesterday night (14th May 2011) we have a conflict with simple problem, that i don’t really get it. why she really made me angry so much).

my reflection of what i do
1. doing everything must be check up again, and gain to make sure everything is okay (before give it to boss)
2. put aside personal thinking and ego
3. what i talk is become different when people hear it and take about what i said.
4. just do, learn, and keep searching the new opportunities
5. smile 🙂 and accept any mistake (sorry boss, still nervous it’s my first time sorry3x)
6. Focus focus focus….

That all, I will update again later.
Keep moving myself…., never give up it’s just beginning

じゃな。。。
おやすみなさい。。。(＾＿＾)/

Hi! We Meet Again!

So, yeah Long time not see

Last 14 days ago I in very bad condition, I get nose blood in 4 days and completely make my down, after checking to doctor and give me some medicine, now my condition getting better (not so bad like that time). Also after that in 23-24 March I participate in my university job expo, already apply in many company, but not yet get call (TwT).

And so, you know about in past i used summary what book I read and getting stop because bored & bad health condition (always in low condition in past), I start it again but in different blog (to make sure this blog is clean ==a, not like my last time blog very – very messy). I make it in two language Indonesia & English, all the post is summary from the book I read, including e-book, journal, magazine also hard-copy book. But I put it little by little. If you don’t mind you can click the ads to help me little, but that not the point. I wish what i post is can help or maybe give you new information about something.

Oh yeah the link is here, you can visit it, I not put anything, blogspot is really difficult to use, I more comfort using wordpress. Most of the widget is really irritating, just to add, but need this or that. (haha why I complaint now lol). Anyways I get information about Angel beats Season 2, but not sure it’s not hoax (lol hope no, but by watching ep 13.5 in angel beats! it said “next stage”).

And what I gonna say now, It’s april mop right? But I not gonna lie people, cos I very bad in lying. *laugh*

So, last word, Happy April and enjoy your day more and more. Anyways if you looking about anime I will give you my list website where I get it (hope this maybe usefull, but all anime I download now in small size just to save my hard disk space), and here the list :

anime4psp.ucoz.com (all in mediafire link, mostly i visit here.)

ani4free.com LQ & HQ (vietnam forum, I not have id here, dunno about registration. Anyone want to help me? for LQ the put it in MF, and yeah mostly in MF)

verycd.com (chinese web and P2P. I suing Emule that official application that they use. You can download the english version too, but not hope the web change the language :p )

nyaatorrent (best source for hunt japanese stuff, for me ok. or you have any recommend to me?)

Also my secret weapon to download music, video, and ebooks. I using keyword via using search engine, you can use it too.

here the keyword: “site:website(dot)domain title filetype”

It’s work when i using google & yahoo. for more efficient using search engine.

Anywhay you can add my Facebook here, I don’t mind to add you, but maybe you can see my black side (laugh). I too melancholy, and I never remover other people in facebook (only when they attack me badly), but mostly someone remove me first (laugh).

And that all, let’s meet again in other post ^^/”

See you again 🙂

Pray For JAPAN, and The Rest of The World…

Yesterday was nightmare for Japanese people, big earthquake & tsunami.
We are lived outside from Japan, only can pray and hope they will safe.
Not only for the artist, but for all people that may lost they loves, friends, kids, or place to live.

Not only word, but action, pray and hope, also pray for them.
Disaster, is only one thing that can make us united, filed the same thing.

Let’s pray & give help with what you can give.
Hope everyone is gonna be alright, and be strong.

Sorry

Sorry for very very very long time not post
I really stress for about 5 month, that still not find a job.
and my skill still lack (or i can say not good enough (for my own standard and what I see)

Now Most of my time spending listening AB! radio, learn Japanese language (alone), make CV + resume, design and take a rest.
my design you can find it in facebook & r381 blog
Anime I watch now only Madoka, but now very addictive just follow it.

Look like I still not find idea to post in this blog, can’t find something really interest me like kara no kyoukai, angel beats, marina (singer), etc.
I hope i can find it soon.

And many of you request and my own set project not touch yet. (sorry)

Thanks for your visit, and sorry for my lack of consistency.

Sorry.

Long time to chath and post

sorry for this un-update in this blog
tell the truth, busy to learning & manage self to move forward
that focus in this 1-2 month is learning programming, psychology, interview and basic math
to going to apply in workplace.

What programming language I learn?
here you are, HTML, CSS, SQL, PHP, ASP, photoshop, dreamwaver, CFML.
also improving in my listening language, in Japanese, English and an others language

but all still basic, maybe 2 years after this. I will make move forward more easy.
to be honest, I’m still lank of confident, not about I scare to be rejected, but more not want to face the reality.

btw, for CFML, anyone know where to find CF server?

and also, Thanks to visit this blog
and sorry for no update lately
m(_ _)m

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little present:
Torrent
[iSiscon]_Sakamo
to_Maaya_-_Sakamoto_Maaya_7th_Album_You_can’t_catch_me_[w_scans]_(FLAC).rar
[iSiscon]_Sakamoto_Maaya_-_Sakamoto_Maaya_7th_Album_You_can’t_catch_me_[w_scans]_(MP3).rar
[110112] 坂本真綾 7th アルバム 「You can’t catch me」 初回限定 2枚組
DDL
mediafire | mediafire (credit to uploader)
My favorite songs in this album is utsukusi hito, stand up girl, & himitsu.

btw, look like I need more to take a look at twitter, never interest in twitter before.
But why not to try, maybe make a new id in there.
oh yeah, my other blog r381 (about my summary that I learn about) & story of mind (*shy*, I’m learn to write lyric).
and again Thanks for visit ^^

and so, I forget again (-//-; )
About FFXIII already announce that going second season
the video already in youtobe
(/going to open youtube, where is it…., search2x, ah here….)

and yeahhhhhh
change banner (excited ,,,,,, > <")

Getting insomnia is not good…

ok, bad news fro me, i get insomnia in 2 weeks
and cure 5 days ago, but get that again ==”
btw, i played the sims 2, but not very complete install, just few haha
to be polite, i really know what should i post now.
in this 2 month i not found yet something very interest me

that why , i not post anything lately.
I really sorry m(_ _)m

I also wait to graduated, but the GPA not good 😦 (for my own standard ><", late to realize that GPA not good )
what i doing lately more 75% sleep (that insomnia, kill my time really) 20% play games (play the sims 2 )
5% cleaning, eat, & bath

my myself isn’t believe too O.o
how can i live like that (my weeks is lost just like that, damn so stupid i’m)
today i fight with myself
the theme is “own-self vs insomnia”
sound stupid, but that i do it today.
already tired insomnia taken control my body.
time to take back !!!
(see you again in other post ok. ^^v
btw, do you have any recommend anything, except something adult or bad . ok 😉 )

This Is Me by The Broadcasters Project

this is Indonesia Broadcasters group, that make a single that to help other people in YOAI (Indonesian Oncology Foundation for Children).
All income will give to that foundation.
For single you can watch in this video (in youtube)

“This Charity Project featuring 28 broadcasters. Many talents are involved like Harvey Malaiholo, Sita Nursanti, Pandji Pragiwaksono, Iwan Zein, Nina Tamam, Ary Kirana, Steny Agustaf, Buluk Superglad, Bona Sardo, Ichsan Akbar, Gamila Arief, Rahmah Umayya, Melaney Ricardo and many more. The song composed & produced by Kascaphony.”

Happy Good Friday everyone

Today is Good Friday to every christian (Catholic & protestant)<<please correct me if i wrong, from around the world.
Have you go to church?

for anyone in different religious, is can be holiday.
But still, let's make a good thing & share love to around the world.
we are same, just different view, philosophy, religious, trust.
We live in same planet, just in different country.
Help each other with your skill or your style.

Byee, see you in next post.
And thanks for your help in social vibe, the polar bear goal is reached ^^
I change it to "war child" to help more child in war place. Hope you help it too.

Thank you so much ^^

April MOP? -edit-

Happy April mop…
Did you already fool other friends or you are the one get fooled?
And lucky or no, I not get fooled yet today :p (change I got fooled >< )
maybe because I fall asleep more then 12 hour today LOL
When wake up already night, so good bye April MOP :p

Happy Valentine & Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Valentine to you and Your love one.
Wish your love more and more grow.
Enjoy your day and Sunday.

Also, for Chinese people (however where you are in this world)
Happy Chinese New Year
Gong Xi Fat Cai !
Wish this Tiger Year,That you can be more and more Great in your life, Business, Health, Financial, Spiritual. ^^

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Here the Pic When I going to Taman Anggrek Mall

@XXI studio 1, watch 14blade

14balde @ Anggrek Mall
(sepi yah…)

Condition @Anggrek Mall date 13&14 Feb 2010 (random pic)

TA suasana imlek tgl 13 & 14

TA suasana imlek tgl 13 & 14

TA suasana imlek tgl 13 & 14

TA suasana imlek tgl 13 & 14

TA suasana imlek tgl 13 & 14

TA suasana imlek tgl 13 & 14

TA suasana imlek tgl 13 & 14

TA suasana imlek tgl 13 & 14
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I try to drawing >//<;
still learn how to draw something ^//^;

Drawing
snow rabbit

Drawing
v.1

Drawing
v.2

Drawing
v.3

Ajaran welas asih avalokitesvara bodhisattva

1.Jika orang bikin kita susah, anggaplah itu adalah tumpukan rezeki

2.Mulai hari ini, belajarlah setiap hari menyenangkan hati orang lain

3.Jika kamu merasa pahit dalam hidupmu dengan suatu tujuan, itulah bahagia

4.Lari dan berlarilah yang cepat untuk mengejar hari esok

5.Setiap hari kamu sudah harus merasa puas dengan apa yang kamu miliki saat ini

6.Setiap kali kalau ada orang memberi kamu satu, kamu harus mengembalikannya sepuluh kali lipat

7.Nilailah kebaikan orang lain terhadapmu, tetapi hapuskanlah semua jasa yang pernah kamu berikan kepada orang lain

8.Dalam keadaan benar kamu difitnah, dipersalahkan dan dihukum, maka kamu akan mendapat pahala

9.Dalam keadaan salah kamu dipuji dan dibenarkan, itu merupakan hukuman

10.Orang yang benar kita bela, tetapi yang salah kita beri nasihat

GACKT – Stay the Ride Alive

(image credit to cd japan)

Description
New single release from GACKT including the main theme of the theatrical tokusatsu film “Kamen Rider x Kamen Rider W & Decade Movie Taisen 2010.”

Tracklisting
1. STAY THE RIDE ALIVE
2. STAY THE RIDE ALIVE CLASSIC EDIT.
3. STAY THE RIDE ALIVE INSTRUMENTAL

download : mediafire | mediafire | sendspace.com (credit to uploader)

PV

Download: medaifire (credit to edjpop.blogspot.com)

Lyric:
Stay the Ride Alive lyrics

Kaze ga hikaru Kigi wo yura shite kirameku
Boku wa omou Kono shunkan kitto wasurenai no darou

Aruki tsuzuketa jikan toka kyori yori Hakari shirenai
Hito tono deai Ima mo azayaka ni

Hikari naki basho de miteita mono
Kodoku no mannaka Kiiteta
Ever lasting in words in the passion came from me
Seiza megutte mo Kawaranu mono
Yuru ginai kizuna Eien
Mou nido to aenai toshite mo Stay Alive

Mirai toiu Jikan wa kaerareru kedo
Kioku toiu Jikan wa dare ni mo kaeru koto wa dekinai

Kokoro no naka de hibiiteiru sono koe Tsurete ikukara
Oboeteru mama Mirai no hate made

Hirosu giru sora ni Sagashi tamono
Mayoeru mayonaka hikatta
Ever lasting in heart in the passion shout for me
Subete ni owari ga kuru toshite mo
Omoi wa tsunagaru Eien
Kono mune ga katari tsuzuketeru Stay Alive

Tachidomari Furikaeri Arukidasu
Bokura wa itsumo Tabi wo shiteru
Kizutsuite Taorete mo Tachiagaru
Tsuyoku are Sore ga kitto yakusoku

Hikari naki basho de miteita mono
Kodoku no mannaka Kiiteta
Ever lasting in words in the passion came from me
Seiza megutte mo Kawaranu mono
Yuru ginai kizuna Eien
Kono tabi ga owarou toshite mo
Mou nido to aenai toshite mo Stay Alive